WHAT IS GOING ON?! I know we tend to lose it sometimes, but we need to remember our foundation and whatever brought us together, whatever held us together is still there. We need to find it and grasp it. I know that everything isn’t supposed to be all happy and grand, I know that there’s supposed to be bumps in the road, but we both need to just chill and give, sacrifice, and most importantly, love. We’re past all those games, and playing by the rules based on pride, jealousy, and obsession, it’s just us and our hearts. No rules, no restrictions, only truth, open to love.

This was one of the songs of the night. I’ll post the other one too. So I had the most memorable birthday ever. I thought last year was cool, but man this year tops it for sure. It was even more memorable because of all of you guys - my friends and family and loved ones! From Shan, Jas, & China & the Boys in Motion to Noel and to the last surprise from all of you special people! These surprises made me feel spoiled. but hey! I can’t stop thanking all of you guys. And special thank you to Eric D. for doing that last minute waltz tutorial with me and my dad. You’re a lifesaver. Man, I really couldn’t ask for more from all of you guys! For everyone that took the time to come. Hope you all enjoyed even though it was quite a long program and dinner. but thank you! There’s no doubt in my mind that you guys are companions to keep forever. I love you!

PS and thank you bubs, You always spoil me with cute things!

Wow, I haven’t tumbld in hella long. I’m sorry, I just can’t keep up. Haha. but to be short and simple, I’ll just post with a song right now cause I’ve been on this song’s nuts for the past couple days. And no it’s not about the love between a couple. But I would like to leave off with this quote that I got from a christmas card from my special guy. He heard it from someone else, but I really like it…”You know when you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because you know reality is finally better than your dreams!”

Ok..this is about to be a random blog, but this song reminds me of my family and it just reminds me of Christmas and me spending it with my family elsewhere other than home. I keep saying that it’s hard for me to have christmas away from home, and no lie, it IS going to be hard for me, especially when half of the family is going to still be at home and are going to come AFTER christmas, and especially when that special someone isn’t going to be with me for our first christmas, but everything will be ok. I know it will be. At least I’ll be here for New Years. And My birthday is just right around the corner. I cant wait for 2010. No worries, no doubts, no regrets. I’m ready for it and I can’t wait to see how things turn out…

On repetition